If it's not on me
If it's not on you
Then we are nothing
Don't ever call me
If it's not on me
If it's not on you
Then we are nothing
Then we are not-
Tried to sleep last night
When the knife had whispered at me
I had to do what's right
So i couldn't just let it
Cut through my thigh
With the power of self hatred
So i don't need new mattress
I just need some f*cking matches
To burn this house down but it won't get rid of memories
And its so f*cked i can feel you've gotten fed of me
'Cuz i don't ever talk late at night i just make melodies
I wish that roof had fell on me every time i did amphetamine
Oh its a felony these scars they look so bad on me
I wanna better me i can not go back to it
Oh its a felony these scars they look so bad on me
Tears go down my face blood will remain in my wrist
I watch the colors shrink but how can a color shrink
In this lil cage now even my collar shrinks
I wish that i could leave so at least physically i'm free
My body full of bleach under overpass i'll be
I'll go to pharmacy taking pills until light blinks
Drugs off of streets and f*cking rolled up bills
I am high as bitch but i am not in hills
Can i just be killed if i'll never be fulfilled