Feel like i'm wastin time
Always starin at my phone i've become a mime
Never speak to my mom even though we live inside the same house
She asks me if i'm doin fine
I just lie and say yeah
Just so i can get her off my back
So i can roll up all my hash and go spazz
I'm losin touch with myself it happened so fast
I became someone i swore to never be and that's bad
I know i'm smokin way too much
I tell em once a week
One the weekend
It's just for fun
But that's a lie and i know it
All my pain i can't show it
It's alright i'm the funny guy
Mr. Funny Guy
Can you tell nother joke Mr. Funny Guy
I love the way you just don't care about what people think
You make me laugh we should really get another drink
Ugh
I'm wastin time with these women that don't care about me
Saw my page now they linin up to hang around me
Saw one vid so they think that they know all about me
I'm done with this can i have someone that cares about me
There was one but i let her slip away
I guess that's life in a f*cked up way
The good ones always leave to find better days
And i don't even know what to say
Cause i deserved it
Still lookin for my purpose on this Earth when everyone inside my life tells me to work
I got a job
But i still got some bigger plans i still dream a lot
Envision myself out in France on a little yacht
Feel like i'm wastin time
Feel like one of them white girls on a friday night
Gettin drunk and doin lines
I ain't gon lie that i'm envious sometimes of that lifestyle
I think of mine
Cause i put so much pressure on myself
To be this mogul and a champion like Michael Phelps
I search for god but he's not someone i think can help
Against these odds i don't know if imma get the belt
Feel like i'm wastin time
I should've stayed in college
I should've went to all my classes
Should've gained some knowledge
Should've never fled the masses
Should've never smoked that gas
But now i'm payin homage
Hey Dexy
I forgot why i was calling
It's mom!
How are you?
Just wanted to call and say hi
See how your doing i know you've been sick
You were kinda down
About the girl
And obviously it's been a rough week
Um
So i just wanted to check in on you just your health and your mood
And say hi
Alright
I love you
Hey Dexter
You already know who it isssss
Nah but um
Dude
C'mon like don't you owe it your mom to like
Pay for some groceries
Or
I don't know like
Have a little bit more of a
Purpose
Like when you're not working are you doing YouTube for most of your day?
Or are you
Smoking