iwishuwish! Video (MV)

My demons only come to life in the night time
I'm not in the right mind
I wish you was here with me
I wish you was back in my life
Yeah I'm in my head
I got some monsters that's under my bed
I got some skeletons trapped in my closet
I got emotions I wish I had said
Shadowy figures surrounding my bed
I cannot sleep cause I put down my meds
Ima get sleep when I lay in a grave
I'm missing my brother I wish I was dead
I'm missing my bitch why did it end in a mess?
Remember the time on the beach when u said,
"I gave it all up for you an arm and a leg"?
And I would die too I wish I had said it
I wish I had said it (said it)
You wish I had said it (said it)
I wish I had said it (said it)
You wish I had said it (said it)

My demons only come to life in the night time
I'm not in the right mind
I wish you was here with me
I wish you was back in my life
Yeah I'm in my head
I got some monsters that's under my bed
I got some skeletons trapped in my closet
I got emotions I wish I had said
Shadowy figures surrounding my bed
I cannot sleep cause I put down my meds
Ima get sleep when I lay in a grave
I'm missing my brother I wish I was dead
I'm missing my bitch why did it end in a mess?
Remember the time on the beach when u said,
"I gave it all up for you an arm and a leg"?
And I would die too I wish I had said it
I wish I had said it
You wish I had said it
I wish I had said it
You wish I had said it

Heartbroken, slit wrist
Ima die cold man it's poetic
Soft spoken, 6-6
Ima dark soul it's my aesthetic
Cop blow, by the boat
I jus pick a nose iny miny mo
If my demons tell me shoot it's adios
I might be the target that's jus how it goes
Now I'm moving slow
I'm on that drank
I'm smoking dro
I do what I want
You do what you told
I pave my own way
You follow the road
I wish I could go back 2019
When I met you
Before all the hoes
Before all the camera flashes at the shows
Before I was popping oxys with the 'dros

My demons only come to life in the night time
I'm not in the right mind
I wish you was here with me
I wish you was back in my life
Yeah I'm in my head
I got some monsters that's under my bed
I got some skeletons trapped in my closet
I got emotions I wish I had said
Shadowy figures surrounding my bed
I cannot sleep cause I put down my meds
Ima get sleep when I lay in a grave
I'm missing my brother I wish I was dead
I'm missing my bitch why did it end in a mess?
Remember the time on the beach when u said,
"I gave it all up for you an arm and a leg"?
And I would die too I wish I had said it
I wish I had said it
You wish I had said it
I wish I had said it
You wish I had said it

I bet that wish that I would move on
I know that I wish I didn't do wrong
My suicide thoughts is getting too strong
My demons at night they keep egging em on
You gotta new man I got me some broads
We would've flew from Beijing to Milan
I wish that I said don't go to Vermont
I would've gone too but the timing was wrong
My heart aching, baecation
Didn't work out so I threw away the tickets
Now we in the same state now I'm waiting when that lil nigga does not wanna listen
I jus bought a baby bottle full of tris
I'm bout to geek up I'm pouring up 6
I'm stuck in my head I jus reminisce
Girl why do you act like I don't exist yeah?

I wish I had said it
You wish I had said it
I wish I had said it
You wish I had said it