dezertedplane - Blanket Of Shame Lyrics

Take a look now, open your eyes, open your eyes
You need to have hope, to believe, you're going to change the world
Just need to open up your eyes, to see
You keep overthinking about the things in you're sinking life

Thinking constantly like you aren't doing things right
You're not fine as you start except the date of your deadline
Every night you stay up late
Except the nights where you dream of the highway, looking at the starlights

They seem like a daydream, but they aren't
They're just bleak hoping some way one day
You'll take flight of the dreadful thoughts stuck in your mind
One day you'll be okay

Instead of drowning in the sorrows, holding the bottle of your pain
The blade is getting deeper
Depression is on the edge
You just need your life to get better

I don't want to do this anymore
I can't handle this suffering
The pain is making me think
As if I can't catch a break

I just want to cry so much
Like this weight isn't pulling up
All of these drowning thoughts is making me feel
As if I wanna restart

But I can't
I know that I can't
I feel like soon I'll have no way back
You feel drained almost like the living dead

The darkness that is shadowing you is smiling
Showing a grin
That doesn't mean that you have no reason to live
Please don't give in

Please don't give in
Wondering if one day you'll be okay
Instead of drowning in the sorrows, holding the bottle of your pain
The blade is getting deeper

Depression is on the edge
All of these drowning thoughts is making me feel
As if I wanna restart
But I can't

I know that I can't
I feel like soon I'll have no way back
You feel drained almost like the living dead
The darkness that is shadowing you is smiling

Showing a grin
That doesn't mean that you have no reason to live
Please don't give in
Please don't give in

I know you feel like you just want to give up and stop trying
But you gotta get up off the ground and keep fighting