De'Zjaughn - Cocoon Lyrics

You dunno what I've been through homie
Too far away to speak in peace my homie
Shot rude remarks but I'm bulletproof homie
The way she did me I was so lonely
How did I feel never said you were proud of me
How he feel being in places just for me
Kind of glad that actually happened to me
Just like when my momma kicked me in the street
Put my mind into a jar & shake it up
When I've had enough that's when I wake up, wake up, wake up
Explosions in my mind from the times of all of the gaslights
Prayed to God to rid me of my frights
I had to do it right
Sad the true's too bright
Always had me cry
Through them lonely nights
But the soul never sleeps
& the blood never leaks

Two years ago, I was unmotivated
Voided confidence, depreciated
Look at my creations, never appreciated
Cause they don't have the backing of the celebrated
Family stay distant so I'm always defeated
Seeking all of my worth through these pieces
Of materials that make me feel completed
Nike checks but I'm not even paying my leases

No more validations
Need more celebrations
Feel my vibrations
Through my whole calibration
Can't do no more waiting
So I have to keep on winning
But, I need myself, so I have on to keep on choosing
Losing is necessary
So I won't not be ordinary
& when I die they gonna write a bible-sized obituary
Faith in the unknown
Success is what I know
Inspiration overload
Committing to my own