I think I'm losing all hope in this life
Can't lie but I'm losing my confidence
Let too many in and they left
But I'm leaving it all and I'm facing the consequence
I'm falling too deep but forget it
I'm pushing it all and I'm clearing my consciousness
Ain't no point in telling these people
Cuz none of y'all listen y'all all just incompetent
Ain't got many options
I'm consuming these toxins
Ain't trusting too many
I got to stay strapped
So I'm riding around with the Thomson
Ain't got many options
I'm consuming these toxins
Ain't trusting too many
I got to stay strapped
So I'm riding around with the Thomson
I'm finna tell my life story
But don't know if I should cuz you might not believe it
But honestly don't really care
If you really knew me then you been would've seen it
If I tell you I trust or I love you
Don't question that shit even God know I mean it
Just a few people really do know me
The rest of you people really ain't seen shit
When I was a kid I got shot at
Got jumped but I still fought back
New J's my momma had bought that
If there was an intruder I shot that
Dudes was shooting I shot back
None of my dead homies fought back
None of my
None of my dead homies brought back
Ain't got many options
I'm consuming these toxins
Ain't trusting too many
I got to stay strapped
So I'm riding around with the Thomson
Ain't got many options
I'm consuming these toxins
Ain't trusting too many
I got to stay strapped
So I'm riding around with the Thomson
I think I'm losing all hope in this life
Can't lie but I'm losing my confidence
Let too many in and they left
But I'm leaving it all and I'm facing the consequence
I'm falling too deep but forget it
I'm pushing it all and I'm clearing my consciousness
Ain't no point in telling these people
Cuz none of y'all listen y'all all just incompetent
Ain't got many options
I'm consuming these toxins
Ain't trusting too many
I got to stay strapped
So I'm riding around with the Thomson
Ain't got many options
I'm consuming these toxins
Ain't trusting too many
I got to stay strapped
So I'm riding around with the Thomson
Can I take a second
To remind myself of the shit that I've been through
Haven't cut off some people
Even thought I had meant to
They just think that I'm lying
When all this shit been true
Only got a few people
I truly can vent to
My past too scary
Too hard to forget
Just living my life and ain't got no regrets
Got shot at 'bout ten miles outside Lafayette
If you think you been through it
You ain't seen nothing yet
You ever just walked
And feared for your life
While people outside of your crib late at night
Just waiting on you to poke your head out
To let it spray and then you die
Ain't got many options
I'm consuming these toxins
Ain't trusting too many
I got to stay strapped
So I'm riding around with the Thomson
Ain't got many options
I'm consuming these toxins
Ain't trusting too many
I got to stay strapped
So I'm riding around with the Thomson