I couldn't do this anymore, days have passed without a single meal
Every night at 2am, I'd stand there, looking at myself
That's when the blade found my skin
The quiet cells, Hold the loudest pain.
I'm sorry
I can still hear your voice in my head, even though you've been gone for days.
I feel like a shell, pushed up on the dead shore
The nights are longer, the silence is louder
I've lost myself, in this empty void
I guess I thought there would be more to this empty, faded place
But now all I feel is the weight of promises that never came
Tight tensions snap in the void of despair,
And now i am drowning in crimson tears
I don't know what to do anymore,
Should I join you,
Or should I... keep going
My death is near, my only end
Your tears are loud, while I swallow death's wish
Oh please, death, don't deny me again