Diamond X - In My Head Lyrics

You are not boring and I like that
You make me smile, you make me laugh
I guess you are okay in my mind
Being with you is even fun

But for some reason I don't feel it back
Though couldn't really tell you why
You're smart and cute, you have a beautiful heart
Can see it when I close my eyes

But then why is this song so cheesy?
All of a sudden it has grown old
Things may actually be easier than I thought
May be falling, don't really know

But I know, I know
I know that I've been saying this a lot, for sure
More than I should but I don't wanna fall in love
So soon again, but there you are with your eyes closed
Just feeling the music

And when I get home, I find myself thinking
Once again of you, why is this
Happening to me? I don't understand
I was happy, you keep popping in my head and now my hands

Are cold as hell, colder than my mind
I play Lorde and feel nostalgia for things I've never experienced in my life
And I begin to think that I will never know why

But I know, I know
I know that I've been saying this a lot, for sure
More than I should but I don't wanna fall in love
So soon again, but there you are with your eyes closed

And when it ends, it plays a thousand times or maybe way more
In my head again, and it stays on repeat because
It makes me taste the moment and I know well
That I'll pray to play it once more in my head

And make mistakes, cause that's what art's about, don't worry
Fail again and always look ahead because
It makes more sense when music is the one leading the way
So play it once more in my head

But I know, I know
I know that I've been saying this a lot, for sure
More than I should and don't I wanna fall in love
With you right then when I see you with your eyes closed
Just feeling the music