Diary - Alone Lyrics

I went to sleep when I wished I was dead
Man, I'm hearing this voice in my head
He told me just hush up & just go to bed
When I woke up, I thought I was dead
I'm rushing the day just to get to my bed
Blacking out, I can't hear what you said
I'm fighting these demons, but I'm not alone
Suck it up cause I'm bad to the bone
I look in the corner & I see God looking at me
My goodness, I'm getting happy
Remember the time when my head was nappy
Oh my goodness, oh me, I'm savvy
I stay to myself, I'd rather be a loner
Mama crying, she mad at the donor
Love went away, I wish I hadn't known her
Went away, I wish I hadn't known her
Don't mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone (Ouuu)
Don't mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone (Don't mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone)
Don't mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone
Don't mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone
I'm not ready, don't call me home
I'm smoking a blunt before I go to bed
It's the only thing calming my head
I pray every night so I ain' gotta beg
It's my Lord, so He hears what I said
I'm smoking a blunt before I go to bed (Ouuu)
It's the only thing calming my head
I pray every night so I ain gotta beg
It's my Lord, so She hears what I said
Don't mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone (Ouuu)
Don't mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone (Don't mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone)
Don't mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone (Don't mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone)
Don't mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone
You won't catch me, can't take me home
Don't mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone
Don't mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone
Don't mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone
(Don't mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone)