Dice Jail - cowboy song Lyrics

Do you remember the cold shower floor
On your hands and knees begging for change
Retching up coffee and spoils of war
And washing it all down the drain
Why is it always so hard with you
Why is it always so hard
Just to do things that you said you would do
Why is it so hard to start
Do you remember the times that you tried
You were high on prophetic release
Looked your reflection square in the eye
And made a deal you'd never keep
Why is it always so hard with you
Why is it always so hard
Just to do things that you said you would do
Why is it so hard to start
10,000 times my mind has changed
While no one was keeping the score
Why'd I expect you to stay the same
When nothing's the same anymore
Carry me over the open sea
Carry me back to my bed
Make yourself smaller than eyes can see
And I swear I'll stop wishing you dead
Why is it always so hard with you
Why is it always so hard
Just to do things that you said you would do
Why is it so hard to start