Psychodrama Video (MV)

You gotta tell me you love me a thousand times before i give back
Emotional rollercoaster these thrills are giving whiplash
One day im putting shawties in heels
Next day im on the edge of a hill
With nobody should i chill because people love me
Not everybody
I mean i really started doing this for everybody now i need some help
Quarter milly down the drain if i don't sell
They say that raps dead so if i blow do i still protect my soul
This is my story
I guess it started off right
A couple grand i guess it started alright
Was fight or flight in my younger days tryna reach heights
Uncle drive if he didn't go, my dreams and my journey woulda died
I swear this industry is weird a bunch of f*cking fake guys, always tryna waste time
And people always ask me how i'm living two lives
Put my boots on in the morning then my mask on
Before its ever reaching Dark night
I used to draw me a hero before i turned a hero
I went from money sub zero to living like deniro
Bare actors, most of you do it backwards still they see me in a mask when most of you lack talent
Can't you see im X factor
I know i ain't your everyday rapper
I never trapped
Never went to jail & still im rapping from this pain
It's a game i just hope it ends well
I prevail
Lord protect me from my sins & myself
One fifty, I'm driving through my city
The perfs got a mind of its own
Even when in top gear
Still my speeding wont show
Went and set the bar high
So if my streams seem low
Then connections won't grow
And the album won't land
For every time i give back im spending bands on bands
It's like im in a traffic jam & there's danger
I swear i get more love from a stranger
Than people i would once call neighbours
And people still ask a lot of me
If you won the lottery
Would you donate to people stuck in economy or would Jack Harlow
Put the rest in some property
There's people out here playing like monopoly
I gotta do it properly
Dreams of some payback
They wanna see me Pop but their energy is take that
And If it ain't the money of a maybach or coming with a vision or game plan
Then honestly, well that's what bothers me
We ain't the same, you cat for fame while i hide my name
She gave me brain & now she's giving me a headache
I'm feeling like Danny when the fans wanna press play
And every other day i wanna change but i wanna stay the same
I wanna re invent the game
I dont know how long it takes
I dont know if i will break
Give me strength & keep me sane
Imagine feeling like a animal
Your locked in a cage
If i ain't putting physcho in the drama then it's ...