Indiana Video (MV)

Strange never felt so normal
But what else could I do?
I made this decision for me
And I didn't mean to hurt you
Maybe it changed our course forever
As my tank ran empty
And I promised I'd come back
2 months of solitude sure leave you thirsty for

The feeling of wanting to be wanted
The constant strain on my voice
As I sang my lungs out in my car
Hoping you'd slowly hear me lament my choice
Of wanting to try something new
And step out of what I once knew
Indiana was colder than my heart then
And now I came back, and look at the shit we're in

A constant sweat from being cold
And trying to stay warm was getting old
If I would freeze in time that would be great
Maybe it would give me time to erase your hate
And disdain from your eyes
When I thought you supported my decisions
I know they weren't lies
You were just scared of severing ties

But I still hold my breath
Even though I'm back
That the echo's of all of my decisions
Didn't make this all turn black

But I'm still craving

The feeling of wanting to be wanted
The constant strain on my voice
As I sang my lungs out in my car
Hoping you'd hear me slowly lament my choice
Of wanting to try something new
And step out of what I once knew
Indiana was colder than my heart then
And now I came back, and look at the shit we're in

And there I left
In late October
I felt a lone
And getting older
These substances
Won't help me get over you

Just keep your eyes shut and sleep
I'll count the days while you count sheep
I felt so cold under my sheets
I guess I missed your warmth there next to me