Diego V. - Letters Lyrics

I never blocked you from my thoughts
But God knows that I tried
This seemed easier for you
I guess you knew that we were through
I've written you plenty of letters
That I'll never send your way
I doubt you'd reciprocate the feeling
Any feeling anyway
I wish I had the guts
To scream to you how I feel
But between my angst and sadness
Being depressed is all that's real
I want out of my head
And get back into yours
I f*cking hate being alone
I f*cking hate all these shut doors

I really wanted to believe
All of the things you said to me
And I guess I kinda do
I'll just try not to pick and choose
What I want to believe
And what I think you meant
Just bury my feet in cement
So I can stop fighting your words in my head

I hope that when you see my face
You think of all the bad times
And pretend that I didn't try
And for the good memories we have
That you keep them tucked away
To remind you of what happy is
And think about me everyday
I can write down all my thoughts
And never tell you a thing
And if I did it wouldn't matter
Cause I know that it would bring
More misery for me to think about
Since I felt you didn't care
And having feelings wears me out

I really wanted to believe
All of the things you said to me
And I guess I kinda do
I'll just try not to pick and choose
What I want to believe
And what I think you meant
Just bury my feet in cement
So I can stop fighting your words in my head

Just let me drown
And let me sink in my apathy
Just let me drown
And I'll resurface without misery

I really wanted to believe
All of the things you said to me
And I guess I kinda do
I'll just try not to pick and choose
What I want to believe
And what I think you meant
Just bury my feet in cement
So I can stop fighting your words in my head

Just let me drown
And let me sink in my apathy
Just let me drown
And I'll resurface without misery