diegodtm - Jealousy Lyrics

I'm f*cked in my head
Jealousy is f*cking me over making me do some shit I regret
Jealousy is making me crazy
Telling me repeatedly I've always been better off dead
Jealousy is making me lazy
I rather be quiet than make noise or cry in my bed
I man a man though I am not toxic I'm not my parents I thug that shit out instead
Yeah

Now tell me
What am I supposed to be?
Sit here thinking I could be losing you to a man that has it all while you smile and you look at me

I sit here so stupidly
The thoughts of an overthinker start to get deadly
And that's when i start to get weak, yeah
I wish I could stop the repeat, yeah

Sit in my room
Stare at the clock
Think about you
Wondering if you love me or not
Head so f*cked up
Wrap my shit up in knots
I'm so caught up not giving you a response
Yeah
I'm sorry I wasn't enough
Having no clue where it all go wrong
Turns out jealousy is the root of my faults
Yeah, yeah