Diives - Still Alive Lyrics

I know you're watching me, I can sense you around
I know you're praying hard that my downfall will be now
I know you're pretending that you wish me well
I know that's fake, & that doesn't sit with me well
Well listen, I can be a real pleasure if I need to be and I can be fair
But I can also be a lunatic and you don't really want to see that I swear
But I've been sitting here, & I've been getting on with it & knowing you're still out there
You're plotting very thick & hoping I won't handle it, but you're just lying to yourself
'Cause look f*ckers, I'm still alive
I'm still a force to be reckoned with
& I'm filled with pride
'Cause no-one knows what I've dealt with
& I did my time
& Then I fell with force into the mat again
But I'm still alive
I'm still alive
There's nothing more you'd love than to watch as I fail
Well you keep watching me 'cause you've got a long wait
You love to judge, but don't know my story at all
Well maybe you're the one that should be frightened to fall
Well somebody was listening while you were talking shit again and lying about me
But I let it go overhead a million times, you never heard a word out of me
But I have dealt with things that you will never comprehend, so you don't have an affect
The only day you'll see this ever get the best of me will be the day that I'm dead
Til' then f*ckers, I'm still alive
I'm still a force to be reckoned with
& I'm filled with pride
'Cause no-one knows what I've dealt with
& I did my time
& Then I fell with force into the mat again
But I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm not dead, I'm far from it, you know it
Don't you dare think I could ever throw it
I'll be there when no-one else can cut it
Still alive
If I'm quiet, it don't mean I could blow it
Turning tides & taking strides to show it
Full of pride and still alive, you know it
Still alive
I know you're sitting there toasting to my demise
I know you're laughing hard, thinking I lost the prize
I know you talk of me like you knew me somehow
I know all this 'cause I'm stood behind you right now!
It's me f*ckers! I'm still alive
I'm still a force to be reckoned with
& I'm filled with pride
'Cause no-one knows what I've dealt with
& I did my time
& Then I fell with force into the mat again
But I'm still alive
I'm still alive
'Cause look f*ckers, I'm still alive
I'm still a force to be reckoned with
& I'm filled with pride
'Cause no-one knows what I've dealt with
& I did my time
& Then I fell with force into the mat again
But I'm still alive
I'm still alive