Diizzyagain - SELF COMPASSION Lyrics

Take ten
Nine
Might be ten
F*ck it, ten
Alright, here we go

Father, did you know
If you peek far into my life
You wouldn't like what you'd find
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Mother, did you know
Your anger grabs me by the throat
And it doesn't let me go
Go

I've been trying to love myself
Through all my fear, flaws, and complications
My heart's decided
To face the shame
And ask it where it came from
Like, is this even really me

Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh

Father, did you know
If you could feel how I feel now
You'd be proud of who I've been
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Mother, did you know
I don't hold it against you
I just hope now that we can rebuild
Go

You've been trying to love yourself
Through all your doubt, hurt, and infatuation
Your heart's decided
To face the pain
And ask it where it came from
Like, is this even really me

Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh

Yuh

I do admit to stopping by every once in a while
I let myself in whenever I know you're not around
It's kept me so calm but feeling like I'm further away from home
I wanna know how to feel like I can live and laugh with you again
It's you I....

We've been trying to love ourselves
Through all our growth and miscommunication
Our hearts decided to face the hate
And ask it where it came from
Like, is this even really me

Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh