Dilapidating Mind - Thank You Lyrics

F*ck

Living, breathing
In spite of years filled with torment
Kicked, beaten and betrayed
This pain that would not relent
Kids and adults
Kept on being dormant
Never seemed to care if this would spell my f*cking end

And now you stand in front of me today
As if you were expecting me to say

Thank you
For everyone of my nightmares
For all my sleepless nights
Reliving the highlights
Of your past tortures

Thank you
For my ego's total distortion
Not a therapist
Could ever fix it
Do you really expect me to say

Thank you

So you, thought I
Would've been dead by now
I don't blame you I
Just never figured how
Thought your, sharp tounge
Could serve as a knife
To my throat, next time make sure it not only strifes

Still you stand in front of me today
And still you expect me to say

Thank you
For leaving me mentally wounded
Making darkness seep
Into my brain so deep
That I will never escape its grip

Thank you
For making everyday a struggle
To just be alive
Making rest of life
A motherf*cking cakewalk

I am who I am becuase of you
I am who I am becuase of you
I hate who I am because of you
I hate who I am because of you
I wished I was dead because of you
I wished I was dead because of you
Never again will I be afraid
'Cause now I finally have the chance to say

F*ck you

F*ck you