Dilinger St. Cloud - Shadows Sway Lyrics

I don't want the rain, I want the mood
I want to breathe in my own gloom
I want a taste of what is gone
Push myself to what's to come
I need to sleep but I don't want to
The peace would only kill me slow
I want to dream but I'm afraid to
I settle down and feel the cold
Was I born a blackened soul
Always crave to be so low
As I speak, the shadows sway
They sing a song of what's to come
Self-Inflicted hurt
Broken by memory
There's a grave I'm robbing
For thoughts I'm mourning
It's a beautiful dark colorful sideshow
Taking me back, letting me fall, fighting holes in my soul
There's nothing like sending old shivers down my spine
To let me know that I'm still very much alive and I feel
Starlight reckoning heaviness in my chest
Reckless with the way that I contain all this wonder
Moonlight beckoning sweetly come home
Sunshine bitterness called out slow burn
Twilight setting in holding me tightly
Sunset creeping in blanketing my fears
Moonlight beckoning sweetly come home
Sunshine bitterness called out slow burn
Lost in my own f*cking mind
Demons all wear halos
(Salvum me noli)
Angels all have forked tongues
(Non est auxilium mihi)
Misery my company
(Salvum me noli)
Shadows whisper my name
(Non est auxilium mihi)
Moonlight beckoning sweetly come home
Sunshine bitterness called out slow burn
It's a beautiful dark colorful sideshow
Taking me back, letting me fall, fighting holes in my soul
There's nothing like sending old shivers down my spine
To let me know that I'm still very much alive and I feel