Dimensions - Crisis Zone Lyrics

At the end of the day
When the sun has gone down
I'm fighting a battle
Without my friends around
Choking on my sadness
I want to scream aloud
It's coming back again
Please help me
I'm on a train to devastation
Oh and let me clarify to all my friends who has died
And of course I have cried
I'm getting f*cking tired of saying goodbye
All my life I wanted to die
Until I realized what was inside
Trials and tribulations define
Go on and take your life
My heart can no longer take this misery
Why can't you see
I just wanna be
Everything that you never ever ever need
Everything that you speak just crumbles under me