Dimitri Reeves - Going Away Lyrics

I can hear you Mama even through the drama
When I cry you don't know why just say goodbye I'm goin' away
Yeah yeah yeah yeah I'm goin'
Yeah yeah yeah yeah I'm goin'
I can hear you callin' even though I'm fallin'
You don't have to worry now it's over cuz I'm goin' away
Yeah yeah yeah yeah I'm goin'
Yeah yeah yeah yeah I'm goin'

Somebody turned up the volume on the thoughts in my head
I'm tryin' not to listen wishin' reasons not to be dead
I can't hear myself I can't find myself
And I just really wanna put this pain aside on the shelf
I just wanna be me I just wanna be free
I don't wanna be what someone else'd like me to be
I just wanna look inside me and like what I see
Not look to someone else to try findin' the key
I tried to be everything to everyone it's never done
Think I wanna trade this life in and get a better one
Question marks constantly speak to me
And sometimes one day seems like a week to me
I put myself on hold and remain on the pain
And all these thoughts are runnin' through my brain like a train
Is it my fate to just sit and wait for me to go insane
I can hear my mother callin' me
She don't know the pain eh

I can hear you Mama even through the drama
When I cry you don't know why just say goodbye I'm goin' away
Yeah yeah yeah yeah I'm goin'
Yeah yeah yeah yeah I'm goin'
I can hear you callin' even though I'm fallin'
You don't have to worry now it's over cuz I'm goin' away
Yeah yeah yeah yeah I'm goin'
Yeah yeah yeah yeah I'm goin'

I'm always the one that they tripped and made fall
And I was always the one they shunned and never picked to play ball
It may seem small and I know I ain't got skills to help the team
But it's just a game besides I need to build my self-esteem
Wish I could say to people this is me take it or leave it
Wish I could say to people this is me and say I believe it
But I lost myself years ago and hate to conceive it
And now I think I need to see a shrink and pay to retrieve it
Man I'm sick of this maze I'm sick of playin' the fool
I feel like flippin' and causin' mayhem everyday I'm in school
I'm deprived about to fall now I lost the will to stall
Cuz these voices in my head are tellin' me to kill 'em all
Set a blaze and watch 'em cook and hide where none can find
Are ya shook this is a look inside a young man's mind
Yeah I hear the jokes around me man why they have to diss me
Laughin' at me when I only wish that they were laughing with me
Feelin' like a puzzle piece without a puzzle to fit me
I'm about to give up there's nothin' left to restrict me
F*ck these people man I think I need to ink a new fate
I hear my mother callin' me but now I think it's too late damn

I can hear you Mama even through the drama
When I cry you don't know why just say goodbye I'm goin' away
Yeah yeah yeah yeah I'm goin'
Yeah yeah yeah yeah I'm goin'
I can hear you callin' even though I'm fallin'
You don't have to worry now it's over cuz I'm goin' away
Yeah yeah yeah yeah I'm goin'
Yeah yeah yeah yeah I'm goin'

Aren't you tired
I swear that I'm tired
I'm goin' away hey
Don't look for me don't look for me
Aren't you tired
I swear that I'm tired
I am tired of this
No one wants me anyway I don't wanna stay
Said I'm goin' goin' goin' goin' away
Yeah Yeah I'm goin'
Said I'm goin' goin' goin' goin' away
Yeah Yeah I'm goin'
Said I'm goin' goin' goin' goin' away
Yeah Yeah I'm goin'
Said I'm goin' goin' goin' goin' away
Yeah Yeah I'm goin'