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It's so hard to be normal
Beating me up at my formal
Enter the eye of the storm
Putting my head through the door
It's so hard to be normal
Search through my phone like she's Orville
It ain't 1984
I can't take it anymore
It's so hard to be normal
She thinks she's angel
I think she's awful
It is so painful
'Cause I still love you
What is your angle
Where will you run to
When things get good you sabotage
How can things work if I don't have a job
I rap a lot
And you nag a lot
Constant complaints that we don't have a lot
She says she hates playing these games
But she always wins them
When will she reframe
When will I listen
I'm getting knee pain
From closing the distance
She never knew her dad
And it always makes me sad
I can not fix you but I still try to
That is something that is way deep inside you
It's so hard to be normal
Beating me up at my formal
Enter the eye of the storm
Putting my head through the door
It's so hard to be normal
Search through my phone like she's Orville
It ain't 1984
I can't take it anymore
It's so hard to be pleasant
When I feel jaded
I can't be present
So I get faded
Just to forget things
Don't wanna say it
But I'm confessing
All the things that bother me
And you say babe they're apart of me
I miss the girl that I used to know
I guess that girl is so hard to be
Why can't you do it
I keep on trying
I just feel stupid
You keep on lying
And being ruthless
Baby I'm dying
Why do we do this
It's so hard to be normal
Beating me up at my formal
Enter the eye of the storm
Putting my head through the door
It's so hard to be normal
Beating me up at my formal
Enter the eye of the storm
Putting my head through the door
It's so hard to be normal
Search through my phone like she's Orville
It ain't 1984
I can't take it anymore
It's so hard to be normal
Nobody gets me
Yeah I'm abnormal
I really try
To be there for you
I will just die
If I have to move on
I just want you to talk to me
You don't know what you do to me
I just want you to understand
That this pain is apart of me