Sadness Video (MV)

Yeah this life is madness
Run it back play it back always with this rap shit
I'm just feeling sadness
I'm just feeling sadness
I'm just feeling sadness sadness sadness
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna
I wanna give up always slip up
I wanna give up you can't fix us
I wanna give up rip this shit up
I wanna give up 'cause you can't fix us
I hear the beat and I'm never gonna lie
Head in the sky
I wanna cry
Why the f*ck am I alive
Dreams ain't shit till you fly up
Heaven or riches
Bibles or bitches
I'm putting rivals in ditches
I see 'em switching
Even when I need 'em most
I'm lost so that's why I keep 'em close
My lungs give out my breathing goes
Hurt and despair
I'm lurking beware
You say you're certain you care
While I stay gasping for air
I'm feeling alone in a city of people
It starts to tear me apart 'cause emotion is evil
I said my mind can be lethal
Deadly like a weapon
On your feet stay guessing
Take defeat and learn a lesson
My thoughts aren't peaceful
Why you gotta leave me
Why you gotta leave b
This shit ain't easy
It's never f*cking easy
Why you gotta leave me
Why you gotta leave b
This shit ain't easy
It's never f*cking easy
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna
I wanna give up always slip up
I wanna give up you can't fix us
I wanna give up rip this shit up
I wanna give up 'cause you can't fix us
Staying up all night all alone
I tell myself I'm alright I'm just missing home
When I rap I brawl fight and get in my zone
If the stress don't stop we all might just need to get some dome
And is that too much too ask
I just need to tap some ass
I just need to pass this class
F*ck that 'cause I just gotta rap
F*ck the parents f*ck the schools f*ck the education
If I go to school and get a job I'll just end up complacent
Is my dream worth being vacant on my bank statement
Is it worth making up lies on the track and being fake and
Lying bout the cash that I'm raking in
Do I gotta drink cough suppressant syrup to make it big
Half these famous rappers are f*cking lost for taking it
And the other half are lying just so they can make a hit
Why you gotta leave me
Why you gotta leave b
This shit ain't easy
It's never f*cking easy
Why you gotta leave me
Why you gotta leave b
This shit ain't easy
It's never f*cking easy