The Summer (Intro) Video (MV)

They say absence makes the heart grow fonder
Well that's true but it also makes the heart grow weaker
The blood that's been pumping slows down
The color changes from bright red to pale pink
It's not that I've lost my love for someone
But I've lost the love for myself
It tears me apart from the inside out
Scratches feel like cuts
And bug bites feel like bullet holes
It's just I'm not whole when I'm missing a part of me
The blood is pumping but my heart is somewhere else
I blamed you for so long
I hated you for so long
You blamed me
You hated me
The last I heard from you is the note you left on my desk
You said f*ck you Aleks
And now I blame myself
I hate myself for ever loving you
F*ck you
F*ck you
F*ck you
F*ck You Aleks
Baby come over we can chill ay
Yeah you know the f*cking deal ay
You don't even know the real me
You don't even know what's real
How the f*ck I'm supposed to feel b
I know you wanna f*cking kill me
But it's okay 'cause I would kill you
In the summer
In the summer
Doing hella drugs
With my love
In the summer oh
In the summer
Doing hella drugs
With my love
In the summer oh
Baby you should really know ay
Come through I got the blow ay
In the summer yeah it snows ay
Why don't you look up at the sky
I have never been so high ay
Before I never had to lie ay
But baby now I wanna die ay
In the summer
In the summer
Doing hella drugs
With my love
In the summer oh
In the summer
Doing hella drugs
With my love
In the summer oh
Baby come over we can chill ay
Yeah you know the f*cking deal ay
You don't even know the real me
You don't even know what's real
How the f*ck I'm supposed to feel b
I know you wanna f*cking kill me
But it's okay 'cause I would kill you
In the summer
In the summer
Doing hella drugs
With my love
In the summer oh
In the summer
Doing hella drugs
With my love
In the summer oh
Babe I never wanna fall
But now you changing colors like the fall
Please don't ever f*cking call me
Everything that went wrong
I bet you wanna say its all me
Sing a song
By myself yeah it's all me
In the summer
In the summer
In the summer
Ay baby please
You don't have to go and I don't wanna leave
It wasn't you I swear that it was me
Ay ay yeah you changing feelings
Changing colors like the leaves
Changing colors like the leaves
In the summer
In the summer
Doing hella drugs
With my love
In the summer oh
In the summer
Doing hella drugs
With my love
In the summer oh