I feel like this my
My most personal
I just gotta
I feel like I gotta release all this out
I put my all to this shit i'm talking ten thousand
Gotta keep Fendi on my drip I always been styling
The niggas that you see me with they always been wilding
Lost my mother who I miss ain't really been smiling
And the pain I can't stop on my own
And the pain I can't stop on my own
Gotta to pray to God
That I make it through the storm
Tell myself that you can't sob
You just gots to be strong
Since I buried my own mother I done went silent
Since she went home with the lord her son has been crying
Niggas asking where my phone cause they been dialing
I just want be left alone like i'm in hiding
I'm trying to hide the pain
Some nights I ride the train
By myself thinking damn how my life has changed
I used to live a life of sin you didn't agree to
In this life how i'm gone win when I need you
When I start to see the riches I won't feel nothing
You taught me how to be ambitious and instilled hustling
Feel like it raining now
This shit gone weigh me down
But I made promise I ain't laying down cause momma
I put my all to this shit i'm talking ten thousand
Gotta keep Fendi on my drip I always been styling
The niggas that you see me with they always been wilding
Lost my mother who I miss ain't really been smiling
And the pain I can't stop on my own
And the pain I can't stop on my own
Gotta to pray to God
That I make it through the storm
Tell myself that you can't sob
You just gots to be strong
The biggest thing I'd ever fear is when you leave me
Sister tell me that she here do you need me
Times I want to disappear like Houdini
But I got people close and dear who would grieve me
And I got pain on my face
I can't remain in this place
I gotta stand up and say that I can't be afraid for what awaits
I put my all to this shit i'm talking ten thousand
Gotta keep Fendi on my drip I always been styling
The niggas that you see me with they always been wilding
Lost my mother who I miss ain't really been smiling
And the pain I can't stop on my own
And the pain I can't stop on my own
Gotta to pray to God
That I make it through the storm
Tell myself that you can't sob
You just gots to be strong