Yeah umm
Yeah
Yeah
If I had to tell my my story
Will everybody believe or they will think that I'm lonely?
It feels so bad when in whole f*ckin' the person thinking straight is you alone
Damn
Dad is mad, mama is mad at dad
Everybody is f*ckin' mad at dad
I'm the middle man, I'm supposed make sure that everybody is thinking straight
Happy fam until dibas came in, Now we ballin'
The next min we toilin' and moiln' but no profit
Don't be stupid
Nah
Don't be stupid
They say ignorance is bliss but I can't take this I gotta make peace
Y'all gotta read the main source of all this problems
We were all cool until he shows out his true colors
Allow me to speak through the Mic
This is the only way to bypass for I surpass
Poverty made me grind hard in class for not to starve
And now y'all actin like you played a role, f*ck that
I think I'm startin' to grow more strength
My tact fadin'
Something is tellin' me to keep talkin'
I need you God to cast this demons off me
I think I'm cursed to see when a person fakin'
I ain't sayin' that because I'm real, we the same
The only thing real about me is my pain
Barely loose faith I can't put on my gold chain
But blood is thicker than water man, ima retain
I hope my brothers get the light maybe joint the booth
If you man enough why you posting fam shit in F-book?
So many things I gut in my heart I can even write a book
Forgive me if sounding rude but everybody look
I think is how to talk to each other, this is how do
Maybe I should try to take y'all back to the roots
Yeah
I should try to take y'all back to the roots
I'm too young, yeah
I'm too young to be tired of fightin' for my fam's dignity
I stand by my paps even when I ain't know the shit he did
From 16 I've been strong to carry heavy words he tells me every time
Is crazy how I'm the only son he can talk his heart to all the time
I need somebody to tell me this life is gon' flip to the better side
Why should we wait until we face the casket to tell how we feel inside
I'm just being a man ain't better than anyone
I've been cryin' to the wrong people lately
Ye big man lemme tell you some
I dreamed niggas pullin' guns on you before that prophecy
I pray you never leave me too soon I can't face this tragedy alone
I pray to God to lemme know how long is my father's longevity
By all the sins I have maybe I'll be dead lately
One reason I'm still alive is my family
I thought gettin' educated will take my family to the better life
I guess what I said is not enough
But I never have to cross the line, this is ain't a fantasy
Yeah
This is not a fantasy