diognardi - i believed the enemy Lyrics

Let me down, let me down, I can't escape the high
Get it out, get it out, I feel it burning inside
I'm wakin' up to the sound and you're feeding a knife to my back, the perfect attack
Your breath hits like a chill and I finally fade into black, it's all that I ever had
Take take so I keep on giving
How the hell'd we get so far away?
Head down and my hearts not in it
It's your fault but you made me take the blame
So why am I holding on?
Oh why am I holding on?
It hurt me all along
I believed the enemy
Give me time, give me time 'cuz I've been overused
Gave me hell every time I tried to fight the abuse
You stood up for the demon living inside of my mind, it never sat right
A far cry from a close companion in every light, out of sight out of mind
Take take so I keep on giving
How the hell'd we get so far away?
Head down and my hearts not in it
It's your fault but you made me take the blame
So why am I holding on?
Oh why am I holding on?
It hurt me all along
I believed the enemy
Guess it's good cuz I won't have to wonder
If you made yourself that crown, or if you're heavy heart will pull you under
Take take so I keep on giving
Take take so I keep on giving
Take take so I keep on giving, Take take so I keep on giving
Take take so I keep on giving, Take take so I keep on giving
Take take so I keep on giving
How the hell'd we get so far away?
Head down and my hearts not in it
It's your fault but you made me take the blame
So why am I holding on?
Oh why am I holding on?
It hurt me all along
I believed the enemy