Don't Wanna Die Video (MV)

I don't wanna die from the pills and the drugs
I can't really say what's wrong but I never felt the love
From the people that i need and the ones I'm supposed to trust
How am i gon stay alive when y'all don't really give a f*ck?
How am I gon stay alive when y'all don't really give a f*ck?
I swear them times was really hard thats why i put it in my cup
Sometimes I wanna be alive but then I feel like giving up, This shit is harder then it seems
My mind is always on the run, Don't think just cause you see me smiling that I lied and made it up
I don't do it for attention or some hopes of getting love, I just hope that you can see that being around just ain't enough
Cause I can't make you wanna care but this is life aint giving up
But I be scared to ask for help, Tryna do it by myself
Cause I don't think nobody knows why I'm down, I can't explain just how I felt, It's like I have nobody else
But I don't think you really know why I drown
I don't wanna die from the pills and the drugs, i can't really say whats wrong but I never felt the love
From the people that are near than the ones I'm supposed to trust How am I gon stay alive when ya'll don't really give a f*ck
I don't wanna die from the pills and the drugs, I can't really say whats wrong but I never felt the love
From the people that i need and the the ones I'm supposed to trust
How am I gon stay alive when ya'll don't really give a f*ck?
Don't know how I'm still alive, I know it's God its never luck
He the only one that loves me and told me that I'm enough
That I'ma shine just like a diamond even though I'm from the rough
But I can't let the past define me cause I'm not the shit I done
On my life is how you finish, not the way that you begun
So I can't keep blaming my daddy or the life that I was from
Depression weighing on me heavy man this shit feel like a ton
But I'm a soldier, ain't gon die, gotta keep it going till I've won
But I be scared to ask for help, tryna do it by myself Cause I don't think nobody knows why I'm down
I can't explain just how I felt, it's like I have nobody else But I don't think you really know why I drown
I don't wanna die from the pills and the drugs, I can't really say whats wrong but I never felt the love
From the people that i need and the the ones I'm supposed to trust
How am I gon stay alive when ya'll don't really give a f*ck?
I don't wanna die from the pills and the drugs, I can't really say whats wrong but I never felt the love
From the people that i need and thae the ones I'm supposed to trust
How am I gon stay alive when ya'll don't really give a f*ck?