soldier Video (MV)

I Close my eyes and I see you clearly
And when you're gone, I miss you dearie
I don't wanna watch you near me now, ah ahah
With both my eyes, I can see you
You dreamed it and I believed it
I've got you by my side, I've got you in my life yeah
The Paranoid part of me (yeah)
He told me you were gonna leave (leave)
It's nice to have that verified (agh)
Cus I felt crazy in my mind (mind)
Voices so deep
Voices so evil
This type of love
Made me wanna hurt people (agh)
Only when sleep
Only in secret
I felt alone
When I fought my demons (yuh)

The man on my shoulder,
He told me I won't get older
I gotta be a soldier, yuh (soldier)
I gotta be a soldier, yuh (soldier)
I feeling like I owe them, (owe them)
All the times I lost composure (composure)
I gotta be a soldier, yuh
I gotta be a soldier, yuh
I Close my eyes and I see you clearly
And when you're gone, I miss you dearie
I don't wanna watch you near me now, ah ahah
I gotta be soldier (woah oh woah)
With both my eyes, I can see you
You dreamed it and I believed it
I've got you by my side, I've got you in my life yeah
I gotta be soldier (woah oh woah)

I miss you baby, (baby)
I miss the hope that we held on to
And when you left I was broke in two
I just held on to many broken truths
But I should've seen the fake in your eyes
A couple ladies say they want me (want me)
But I don't ever want them (agh)
I'm harping on the pain of you
I used to watch my windowpayne for you
Now I'm paying for you
In retrospect only then I see it clear
I could not accept, you don't love the way I did
You took off and took many things of mine (mine)
My clothes, legos and love letters that's fine (yeah)
But my heart is one thing you left behind (my heart)
But my heart is one thing you left behind (yeah)
I'd do anything to turn back time
I'd do anything to turn back time
I Close my eyes and I see you clearly
And when you're gone, I miss you dearie
I don't wanna watch you near me now, ah ahah
Yuh, I lost so many people in this back and forth
The man on my shoulder he told me
That there's gon' be more

The man on my shoulder,
He told me I won't get older
I gotta be a soldier, yuh (soldier)
I gotta be a soldier, yuh (soldier)
I feeling like I owe them, (owe them)
All the times I lost composure (composure)
I gotta be a soldier, yuh
I gotta be a soldier, yuh
I Close my eyes and I see you clearly
And when you're gone, I miss you dearie
I don't wanna watch you near me now, ah ahah
I gotta be soldier (woah oh woah)
With both my eyes, I can see you
You dreamed it and I believed it
I've got you by my side, I've got you in my life yeah
I gotta be soldier (woah oh woah)
The man on my shoulder,
He told me I won't get older
I gotta be a soldier, yuh (soldier)
I gotta be a soldier, yuh (soldier)
I feeling like I owe them, (owe them)
All the times I lost composure (composure)
I gotta be a soldier, yuh
I gotta be a soldier
I Close my eyes and I see you clearly
And when you're gone, I miss you dearie
I don't wanna watch you near me now, ah ahah
With both my eyes, I can see you
You dreamed it and I believed it
I've got you by my side, I've got you in my life yeah