Destructive tendacies mixed with this hennessy
Has gotten me feeling the opposite of ecstasy
Stress foe me is the enemy I want the remedy
Im about to block it out it's a good thing I got plenty tree
On top of these melodies stress relief you best believe
Therapy should have came with a warranty cuz now I see
The fears and memories wouldnt stop until they got a hold of me
Controlling me stay close to me like a op to a block
Patrolling streets closely trynna watch my thoughts like a hawk
Who hasn't eaten it's been a ride just to keep discrete
A treat to hear you never really needed me
You were teaching me that jealousy served cold is just as bad as over heated
It's said karma is a bitch Im hopeing you get to meet
Endlessly running ya mouth wanting to let it be
Just keep those opinions ta yaself like your hands in elementary
I'm grown now I'm home now
Take what I need don't miss what I leave and I know now
Keep moving on i don't stop for opinions
Keep my head strong i don't bother listen
Just thought I should mention
There shouldn't be doubt i don't do it for clout
I don't need your sorry attention
Im home now its on now
Too many bitches be sleeping on me but dont know how
Dirty and me came up with the struggle but its all smiles putting all out
Should i be jumping these fences believing what if i fall out
Seeing everyine ball out decieving and never get called out
Much hate for niggas be talking that shit that they dont do
I've been on the rise still wont be pulling no rope thatll hold you
I told you never to doubt me
When I'm gone your going to be the one who's asks about me
It's clever how he
Kills them with kindness
It feels so rightous
To pump my chest and say
I'ma keep moving on
Without being a pawn
I'ma do what I do never leave out the crew
Keep proving them wrong
Till they singing my song
You making shit up while I'm making it up
I don't care what you say I'm just filling my cup
Opinions are sus I'm trusting my gut
I can feel all these feelings while staring at ceilings
But in the end I really don't give a f*ck