Dirty Influence - Waiting Lyrics

I'm gone, alone and stoned, and I'm trying to move on
I'm bored, that's all I know, out of tone, out of control

I've never wanted to say that I'm alright
Now I will try

I'm waiting for, another disaster that helps me to grow (up)
It's part of my nature to be saved and savior
I cannot escape, I'm finding my way

In my thoughts, there's no more hope
'Cause I'm a corpse that walks alone
I'm tired to fall in love
Suffering for pain, heart scars and more

I've never wanted to say that I'm alright
I've never wanted to say it but I'm in time
Now I will try

I'm waiting for, another disaster that helps me to grow (up)
It's part of my nature to be saved and savior
I cannot escape, I'm finding my way

And I will try to figure out what all this means to us