Give me what I want or I'll do it again
That's the narrative that lives inside my head
I like who I am, but not who I've been
Made mistakes and now I'm patching up the sins
Always wanted the world in the palm of my hand
Another day without it be hard to stand
I'm losing sleep, as I chase the things that should've always been priority
All my life, I've lived so differently
While everyone just watches and hopes to see
A glimpse of the insanity
That's become my everyday normality
I'll make it mine
It's all for me
I'll make that my mentality
If I get rid of the anxiety, I'll dominate the world just watch and see
It's getting hard to breathe
I feel the end coming
Wonder where life will lead
Where I am and where I thought I be
Two very different places completely
I'm holding on to the thought of it
Can't help the images in my head
I'll tell you I have no regrets
Let this be the last time I forget
All my life, I've lived so differently
While everyone just watches and hopes to see
A glimpse of the insanity
That's become my everyday normality
I'll make it mine
It's all for me
I'll make that my mentality
If I get rid of the anxiety, I'll dominate the world just watch and see
Spent all my days just growing older
Time hasn't helped me keep my composure
If I can't live my dreams, life has no meaning
Won't let another day go by, if my desires can't be mine
No lie
Won't lose sight
No regrets this time
All my life, I've lived so differently
Now, I know that there is meaning to insanity
That's become my own normality
I look to the future to comfort me (Oh, yeah)
To comfort me
To comfort me