Dirty Mannequin - I Wonder Lyrics

Naive mind of my child in distress
Some say I'm cursed, some say I'm blessed
Don't get me wrong, oh, I'm not stressed
I'm just looking for a place to rest

The monsters surround me
They tell me how I should be
Innocent; I follow
While they are digging my grave

I wonder, I wonder, when will they learn?
I wonder, I wonder, when will they change?
I wonder, I wonder, how will I change?
I wonder, I wonder, how will this end?

As their eyes stare incessantly
My hands come down to choke me
I suffocate, I cough, and force a smile
But it's alright, it happens all the time

I've turned gray, but nervous
And paralyzed by their grins
The monsters. They're coming
They are everywhere

Oh, they never stop. They never have
They never have stopped looking at me
I wonder what I've done
Oh, I want to know. What have I done?
What have I done to deserve any of this?
What have I done? What have I done?
WHAT HAVE I DONE?

LOOK! LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE!
ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY NOW?