Hospital Video (MV)

(Everyday outside The Office aint a good one)
"Who the f*ck is this"? "Hello, what?
RIGHT NOW! Im on my way man" "DA FUCK"
Another trip to the hospital
Another trip the hospital
Im rolling loud smoking gas
Thinking how is this possible
Another trip to the hospital
Another trip the hospital
They done shot Manuel and kilt Josh how the f*ck is all of this possible
Ayo I Got the call in the early morning
On a summer night I was sleeping good
They say gun fire 9 shots
This kind of news just effect the hood
I got a cold heart from his cold body
Laying lifeless on that steel table
I gotta keep pushing with my own life
Im not sure if I'm still able
How the f*ck is all of this possible
How the f*ck is all of this possible
They say Bettina sick the lupus winning
I gotta take a trip to the hospital
Yo She losing hair she losing weight
She fighting hard I see it in her face
I seen her once that wasn't enough
I kept telling myself Im gone make it back
Now I regret the fact I never made it back
She had love for me I could of loved her back
When she did pass I finally notice that
Its life lesson I gotta cope with that
But reality is I cant get over that so I love everytime that I I see Nevaeh
Im trying to make it up n still keep it player (Damn)
How the f*ck is all of this possible another trip to the hospital
Ayo I Got the call them niggas kilt Rome (How?)
That ain't possible
Until I got to the hospital
When I hopped out n I seen Jameere
Ayo I seen the pain and I could feel his tears
It made me think about my boy through all the years
We had ups and downs n never violated
I know you smiling down to see that Quad made it (Ayeee)
We came along way from that dark basement
So to see you pass it hurt my soul
Life is hard they screaming keep it together (What)
Times is rough we gotta keep it together (We trying)
But see its 1 call that was a little different
It hit my heart I felt the pieces missing
Had that feeling in my stomach that I can't explain
Head hurt body drained (Whew)
So numb I don't feel the pain
Deepest scar so my feelings changed
I started drinking more and caring less
Everyday I walk around and I carry stress
Thinking how the is this possible
Mom died in her sleep no Hospital
"Ayo these is 4 different situations...
Where I thought I would see these people again...
I thought I would talk to these people again...
And I never got that chance man...
Tell yo people you love em while they here"