My death Bed
It creeps on me
Stuck in a cycle of the same routine
Unrested
It weighs on me
It needs to end so I can find some peace
I'm sinking
I'm in too deep
Couldn't handle the expectancy
Drained the life out of something I love
Rose coloured glasses only last so long
I'm thinking
Where do I stand in this?
And all the stress that comes attached to it?
Cut it loose, try to move on
I just don't wanna break no bonds
Stress less
The world's crashing on me
Don't fret
I wanna say what I mean
The next step
I think I need reminding
To stress less
This is it
I gotta go
There's nothing here for me
Not anymore
Never wanted to throw it away
But if I don't, I'll f*cking break
Everything that we love
Slowly becomes a cavity
No time will heal this
Bash my brain to get through
Held down for so long
Just my new reality