DirtyWhite - Ten Times Better Lyrics

I had it figured out
I thought I'd got it right
So I question why I got it wrong
Did I not listen?
Did I care enough?
I gave you all my love
My brain is fried
Knowing what I know
And learned
In the fallout of our lives
I can't forget
Taking back a part of me
That was locked away so long
That's my regret

I will never be the same
You will never hear my name again
And when I come back I'll be ten times better

Playing on my mind
Are you out with him?
I can't take it on the chin
I think the worst
I play on old record
It makes me think of you
And everything I do makes me sad
Doing what I can to change
The perception of myself to feel better
Make who I am visible
To everyone
And show what I can be

I will never be the same
You will never hear my name again
And when I come back I'll be ten times better