Happy Video (MV)

I live off store-bought serotonin
My headspace is rent-to-own and
The landlord is a bitch
I call my mom, she doesn't help me
She thinks paranoia's healthy
But maybe that's their wish...

So I paid somebody like a grand a month
Just to tell me my personality's a trauma response

Can someone tell me what it's like to be happy?
I'm dying to know
Don't tell me I'll be fine
Oh, please just ask me
'Cause this show and tell feels like it's all show
I'll take my vitamins and pills
I'll take the aches, I'll take the chills
Give me therapy or dopamine
I really need a thrill
Can you please tell me what it's like to be happy?

So I quit my job that didn't pay me
Enough to pay for therapy
Then my job made me need
I called my dad, he didn't help me
He thinks starvation is healthy
I hope it works out for me

Still I call my best friends maybe once a year
Just to tell them everything I think they wanna hear

Can someone tell me what it's like to be happy?
I'm dying to know
Don't tell me I'll be fine
Oh, please just ask me
'Cause this show and tell feels like it's all show
I'll take my vitamins and pills
I'll take the aches, I'll take the chills
Give me therapy or dopamine
I really need a thrill
Can you please tell me what it's like to be happy?

Don't bother asking about my mental state
I would love to move away
But I keep following me home
I'd leave my baggage on me to stay
Can someone please take me away?
But still leave me alone

Can someone tell me what it's like to be happy?
I'm dying to know
Don't tell me I'll be fine
Oh, please just ask me
'Cause this show and tell feels like it's all show
I'll take my vitamins and pills
I'll take the aches, I'll take the chills
Give me therapy or dopamine
I really need a thrill
Can you please tell me what it's like to be happy?

I wanna be happy
I wanna be happy
I wanna be happy