I had to learn what to do when my head was underneath the water
Figured I just had to breath when I felt like I'm drowning
Keep having visions of memories reminiscing
The image I picture is sickening
Constantly caught up in concepts
I'm really a hypochondriac
I feel I can't breath
It must be a heart attack
I'm so scared to die
I can't seem to really live
I just hope anxiety isn't passed to my kid
If this is growing up I hope I stay young
If this is growin up I hope I stay young
Young and wild young and free
Young and reckless
The pressure keep stacking like Tetris
If this is growing up I hope I stay young
If this is growin up I hope I stay young
Young and wild young and free
Young and reckless
The pressure keep stacking like Tetris
Things that I've witnessed
I wouldn't wish it
On none of my enemies
Been stressin my inner circle
Like who really a friend to me
Never claimed to be perfect
I'm the furthest thing from Calligraphy cursive
Confident verses behind a nervous Individual person
Conflicted with demons my heads a traveling circus
So many days I spent chasing this dream
It's like I'm runnin while I'm sleepin
Negative energy try not to let it effect me
The person I see in my reflection
Is not an accurate projection
Of who I knew as adolescence
He would tell you straighten up
No waitin up
It's all about the attitude you have when you wakin up
So go and f*ckin get it
If this is growing up I hope I stay young
If this is growin up I hope I stay young
Young and wild young and free
Young and reckless
The pressure keep stacking like Tetris
If this is growing up I hope I stay young
If this is growin up I hope I stay young
Young and wild young and free
Young and reckless
The pressure keep stacking like Tetris