Dishonest Escape - Wwfs Lyrics

Divergent to the point of psychosis
I try to help it
Think I love this? I loathe this
Crying for help
While I reach out in silence
I promise I'd kill myself
If it would help me survive this
Crisis
That just makes me want to die
And shut out the souls
That reside in my mind
I couldn't help you
I could barely breathe without crying
But if I told you that I didn't care then I'd be
Lying to myself
Then who would I be
A liar like the others
Little helpless me
I can't see what is coming up toward me
And I don't know what it is I should believe
Make it stop
Anybody out there
Make it stop
Anybody in here
Make it stop
Anybody anywhere
Make this not
No

There goes that train again
Finding its way underneath my skin
Underground I always win
Until I never do again
I would find it in my body
Try to stop t being naughty
Don't you go where you don't belong
Unless you feel it's wrong
It's wrong
So wrong
I know
Somewhere
I should
Belong
So I'll
Suffer
For now
Or always
And I'll
Catch myself
Hurt myself
Apologize
To my f*cking self again
Can I get it out of here
I'm falling into the tracks
Don't let me fall

Not again
Stay away from the platform edge