I tell myself I've done my time
But I don't know if I have
And I don't know if I ever will
I cannot face the truth, I'm blind
So I do my best to kill
And I bury what's in front of me
I take my time to dig straight down
And I want a shallow grave
Even if it means the death of me
I'll damn myself to watch you drown
And I'll only go to Hell
If that's really where you wanna be
I test my patience with your eyes
I can only look so long
Before they really start to dig at me
I guess you cut me down to size
Is that really what you want
Or are you just trying to stay in front of me