Dissonance Machine - Heartbeat Breaker Lyrics

Sitting in my car trying to drive
The pain in my chest it just won't subside
Cigarette pressed against my lips
The feeling that won't be missed
I feel like I'm rolling in a different direction
Like my brain wasn't made for the world it was handed
Now I'm pretty sure
Yeah, you couldn't handle it
I'm insecure
I won't be having it
I've never felt so numb
My rage could not escape me
And I was blinded by the pain of living
And the realization that my
Love was hollow like the cave
I buried myself in to save
It's a cruel way to live my friend
Heartbeat breaker 'til the end
What kind of a man am I supposed to be
I tried to stay strong, but you captured me and
Now it's my neck pressed against your lips
The feeling I could never forget
It feels like we drove in a different direction
Like maybe we came from separate planets
And I'm pretty sure, yeah
You couldn't handle it
I'll leave your world
I won't be having it
I've never felt so done, your heartbeat doesn't phase me
And I was blinded by the pain of living
And the realization that my
Love was hollow like the cave
I buried myself in to save
It's a cruel way to live my friend
Heartbeat breaker 'til the end