Gray Skies Video (MV)

I'm learning life ain't black and white
We living in the gray
Hard times turn to disarray
It's Vivid when I say
Feel like Issa Rae
Insecurities kept this at bay
I know what it means to want your dreams, but standing in your way
Is low self esteem, I changed my scheme it ain't no other way
3rd be the regime, a solid team, my brothers till this day
I've done some awful things, try to redeem, and find a better way
So many thousand streams, designer things, but what's mean today
Probably nothing right
Can't never stop at life's traffic lights
Niggas had to learn to bust another right
The hustler type
Got it from my momma and my pops a like
Those constant fights
Growing up my household was the hostile type
I grabbed my bike
Strolling down my block I tried to master life
Disaster nights
Eating ramen noodles and those bags of rice
But that sufficed
Struggle had me fiendin for that faster life
But that's alright
Gave my life new meaning when I grasped the mic
Been out of sight, lately fighting demons till my chapter right
Flipping pages through my life
I broke cages from advise
Given to me by the wise
The OGs I internalized
Feel my moment on the rise
When it comes won't be surprised
Hope this pain is justified
My haters shame me from behind
I look up for signs divine
Through Cloudy eyes and all I see is
Gray skies
Sunshine beaming through the gray skies
Tears camouflaged by the rain drops
Looking from the bottom head remains high
Head remains high
I see Gray skies
Sunshine beaming through the gray skies
Tears camouflaged by the rain drops
Looking from the bottom
Head remains high
Head remains high
On this journey like I'm floating through the 7 seas
They eyes are full of jealousy
Been living through those memories
And empty cups of Hennessy
Find a better recipe
What u cook is what it's meant to be
Those gray skies are really bittersweet on a nigga mentally ,
Cause I got some homies that can never see
Another ray of light
I guess that's just the way of life
We racing, Talladega Nights
Been chasing timing on my life
Embracing probably saved my life
Be patient sharing all your light
It's real
Most these niggas all appeal
See the truth once u peel
Back the layers off the seal
Sipping cause it's hard to feel
Been on my toes but wanna heal
Still, looking at the skies
Remembering the sun will rise
Hope this pain is justified
My haters shame me from behind
I look up for signs divine
Through Cloudy eyes and all I see is
Gray skies
Sunshine beaming through the gray skies
Tears camouflaged by the rain drops
Looking from the bottom head remains high
Head remains high
I see Gray skies
Sunshine beaming through the gray skies
Tears camouflaged by the rain drops
Looking from the bottom
Head remains high
Head remains high