D.I.T - Demons Lyrics

I'm struggling with depression and I don't know how to face it
I hope that you can see all of the pain inside this message
Nowadays this music shit sounds like a crazy dream
Unattainable sometimes at least it seems that way to me
I don't know if I can make it through to see the end
I've tried so hard to focus on myself instead of friends
But at the end of the day all I hear is f*cking voices
I'm screaming in my room trying to drown out all the noises
Nothing seems to work now I've let the demons in
They tell me I'm a failure and it gets beneath my skin
How much f*cking longer till I'm better now
Im trying my best to push through this bullshit somehow
Witt Lowry says the darkest nights make the brightest stars
But I feel like I've gone too far in the dark
I wish that you could see all this pain in my heart

I'm trying my best to see this bullshit through the end
But it's hard to get support from my own damn friends
Every day this week I woke up wishing that I didn't
Nothing could prepare me for the pain that I was feeling
Almost quit music had to take a step back
Only saw my career slowly fading to black
People hit me up saying I'd make a huge mistake
Saying that my music helps them through their darkest day
But The thing that's helping you is slowly killing me
And I look fine as far as anyone can see
The demons in my head never f*cking leave
But I wear my broken heart proudly on my sleeve
I learned that I don't need support from everyone
As long as I got myself then I've already won
I tell myself I won't ever let these demons start to bring me down
I promise you that imma make it out this small town
Y'all keep blowing up my phone saying imma make it
But it's hard to see the future when the demons start to step in
They tell me that I'm worthless and my voice will not be heard
The pain is taking over and my visions getting blurred
The demons aren't confined to only living in my head
They also walk this earth and say they are my friend
If you're my friend show me where the f*ck all your support is