I need you to kill me
I need you to bash the misery right out of my skull
Just do it over and over and over again, oh-oh
I wanna be better
I wanna be happy, I wanna be whole
So I need you to kill me
I need you to listen
I'm trying so hard not to scream every time that I open my mouth
But it's getting harder and harder and harder and harder now
I wish it was easy
I wish it was simple
I wish I was sure
Make me a martyr for my own incompetence
Make me a bed so I can sleep it off
Call me a liar, I won't put up no defense
Don't wanna spend my life just trying to shake it off
I'm trying to fix this
I'm tired of feeling like shit every time that this time comes around
It just happens again and again and again, f*cking cut it out
I've been getting so angry
Yeah, it's making me crazy, I need it to stop
Make me a martyr for my own incompetence
Make me a bed so I can sleep it off
Call me a liar, I won't put up no defense
Don't wanna spend my life just trying to shake it
Call me a loser, man, I got no confidence
I'm in a prison of my own design and
I'm at the podium just pleading innocence
I just want someone to tell me I'll be fine