Dividing the Element - Mhandu (feat. T.Shoc) Lyrics

Mhandu yemhandu yangu, ishamwari yangu
Mhandu yemhandu yangu, ishamwari yangu

That fake love, I don't stand for
I can see an enemy with eyes closed
When you battle with depression
Death is never out the question
Especially when you have to kill everything
Before everything kills you
Self-medication never heals you
Got you fighting with the real you
Sahwira wangu, Ndini
Muvengi wangu, Ndini
Ndenekaku kakatana kari mukati mangu ini
So is life, blurred lines between wrong and right
Yah
Angels protect my heart
Yah
Demons consume my mind

Mhandu yemhandu yangu, ishamwari yangu
Mhandu yemhandu, yemhandu.. yemhandu
Mhandu yemhandu yangu, ishamwari yangu
Mhandu yemhandu, yemhandu.. yemha-ndu
Mhandu, dzakawanda
Mhandu, dzakawanda
Mhandu, dzakawanda
Mhandu, dzakawanda

Owner of a broken heart
I use these broken shards
Just to stretch the surface - of my pain's purpose
My sisters say I am worth it
Most times, I feel so worthless
The yin to my yang, make the circle fully perfect
Got noises in my brain, I struggle much to silence voices
I'm in dark place
Yah
Looking for God's face
Yah
Feeling like Bellarmine, running away from my own grace
Huya-huya-huya-huya mweya
I'm fighting with myself, I need some answers
Life is a metaphor of death, I'll show you how it works
Blessing inside a curse. A suite inside the hearse
Turn up session, cloud out my transgressions

Mhandu yemhandu yangu, ishamwari yangu
Mhandu yemhandu, yemhandu.. yemha-ndu
Mhandu yemhandu yangu, ishamwari yangu
Mhandu yemhandu, yemhandu yemhandu
Mhandu, dzakawanda
Mhandu, dzakawanda
Mhandu, dzakawanda
Mhandu, dzakawanda

I'm fighting with myself
Is your path like a war path
Victim of your own Wrath
Back and forth with the replay
Photographic with the flashbacks
Instrumentals make it sound nice
I've been fighting for my whole life
Finessing with thoughts of death - think
It get better but it gets worse
YAH
Baptism of fire... I'm only drowning
Talking self-acceptance. I will not allow it
Aint No monsters chilling in my closet
I am the biggest problem
You can never solve it
It's in my double helix. It's in my hemoglobin
I've been to Hell and back. To be heaven sent
To be heaven sent to the lost souls that I represent
Yah-yah -yah -yah
I've been fighting for my whole life
Voices say Shoca hold tight
I've been fighting for my whole life
Voices say Shoca hold tight
I've been fighting for my whole life
Dzimwe nguva ndinochema
I've been fighting for my whole life
Can you tell me that it's alright