Divine Sweater - Pretty Blue Lyrics

I am of an age wide open
I am of an age yet to be defined
I am living in a novel
It is only written in my mind
I know I need a new progression
Tired of it all sounding the same
I'm dying for a new direction
Dying for a chance to blow out
Wait
Try to sit in the middle and always get pushed to the side
Just like when I was little discovering that I would die
I would die
Feeling pretty blue so I go outside
Every night when it feels like
Everyone is done in by the pain
I've gotta stroll out past midnight
Gotta stroll out alone again to try to stop a star from burning
Try to swim myself to outer space and time
You can call or belittle or praise or explain the mistake
We keep looking for answers inside so they all sound the same
Wake up wake up I wish that I could you know
Wake up wake up I could if I would
No more wasting time
Wake up wake up I wish that I could you know
Wake up wake up I could if I would
No more wasting time