DivinityMachine - Cornerstone Lyrics

I scream in your face but I don't make a sound
I wanna say I love you here
But I know you don't feel that way
Cuz you made it pretty clear

Cuz every text I've ever sent to you
Yeah, you left them all on 'read'
So I wrote this song, yeah you can sing along
So you can understand what I said

Yeah I'm a f*ck up, I'm a fool
But what else is there for me to do
They keep saying to "give yourself a try"
But I don't know if I really like that guy

I want someone to save me from myself
And I don't know why I think that that'll help
But you're the first of light in a while
I need to let you know

That I probably f*cked it up I know
When did the summer get so cold
I thought that you could be my home
But now you're just a cornerstone

And everything is said and done
I wish that I could be someone
I thought that you could be my home
But now you're just a cornerstone

We left things on an awkward note
I wonder if I misspoke
Cause the way that you left me got me feeling heavy
And I don't know where I went wrong

And I know I'm not a performer
Not a poet, not a singer, not a songwriter but
Let's just drop the act for a f*cking reminder
Of all we did to keep up this façade

And I'm done chasing after you
I'll run the other way
Towards the field of flowers
While your good slowly fades

I'll be better to myself and for myself
And you'll never know
Wishing I was yours, cuz you know you lucked out
But even so, I can't help but think

That I probably f*cked up somehow
When did the feelings get so loud
I thought that you could be my home
But now you're just a cornerstone

And so now I'm on my own
I wish that you'd pick up the phone
I thought that you could be my home
But now you're just a cornerstone

Yeah I'm a f*ck up I'm a fool
But I'm learning how to be like you
How to be better off alone