Dial Tones Video (MV)

All the times that you mistreated me baby
Still there are some times that I start missing you crazy
Even with the times that I mistreated you baby
Think I lost my mind cause now I'm
Missing you crazy
In tune to the beat of the dial tones
As the messages play, all the words elope
I swear that it doesn't get to me, I'm doing my best
At least until the late nights start to f*ck with my head
All the fights we had now just seem so small
I'm disarmed from the memories, guess you'd say its a draw
I understand how you felt, I was off the wall
I guess we both know now that's my tragic flaw
If my words became thin from the pointless brawls
With My head held high while the skyline falls
Still I wouldn't even bother to pick up your calls
But I'd be lying if I said you never cross my thoughts
It's amazing, really you would never need my consent
If you wanted time with me or hangin' with your old friends
All the times you needed me I'd be there in an instant
First you called it comfort slowly stretching it distance
All the times that you mistreated me baby
Still there are some times that I start missing you crazy
Even with the times that I mistreated you baby
Think I lost my mind cause now I'm
Missing you crazy
My mailbox is full of times you gave me hope
Like yeah I still love you
But It's over though
Now I'm like this with every single girl I'm with
I sit and stare at her waiting till she's sick of meh
Now You still don't understand the magnitude of your actions
You ran away with my friend then yelled at me to be passive?
While I get that It was drastic, to release all the havoc
I was reborn a savage, as my love escaped the ashes
Now I get I was an asshole but you were a mess
A perfect combination Feeding off emotional strength
Then with every single scratch, mark, scuff, and dent
There was another lie said about your nights with him
I know I cared excessively about my status
But I wanted our success, never thought you'd vanish
Well you aren't the brightest light plus you're hard to manage
Trapped between regret, anger love hate and sadness
All the times that you mistreated me baby
Still there are some times that I start missing you crazy
Even with the times that I mistreated you baby
Think I lost my mind cause now I'm
Missing you crazy
Fake love, fake trust, fake friends, real ache
Every time I caught on you made the same face
It's insane the charades you both waved out in my face
Unaware the whole time of the years I'd waste
Remember on the day I called you broken down in the morning
And then he called me saying he's coming to drink now to support me
Then he started stalling arriving late without any warning and
You were f*ckin in the same car I helped get for him
With everything I did for him these past few years
The audacity to come and try to dry my tears
But now I get the sense that it maybe was part of your plan
"Just go out tonight baby, he won't suspect you then"
So while I'm leaning over staring out the windowsill
I don't forgive you now and probably never will
But even as as the pain grips tight holding my hand
The least I wanna say is that I understand
All the times that you mistreated me baby
Still there are some times that I start missing you crazy
Even with the times that I mistreated you baby
Think I lost my mind cause now I'm
Missing you crazy
Now I'm Listening to voicemails left on answering machines
As the memories flood back inside it all feels like a dream
(Its breaking me)
And I'm listening to voicemails left on answering machines cause
With everything we had I never thought that you would leave
(It's breaking me)