I've had a million little feelings on the future I'm building
Scratching tickets reminiscing staring up at the ceiling
On the day you gotta face it show a face of resilience
Cause I swear the memories 'are worth more cash than the millions
Still I'm feeling like my patience dried along with the grilling
Till I'm searching for A well to keep my garden from wilting
Unrelated aggravated sleeping out the pavilions
Cause I swear the memories 'are worth more cash than the millions
It's amazing how it drags you into everything you miss
As if the profit that we make could make us worthy to exist
You know it's funny how the dummies try to market out the struggle
In a world that owes you nothing try and stay a little humble
Every stumble in the jungle, my love, I bleed through
As the poor endure cause the pain is see-through
If it makes or breaks there's a common cause
There's only profits in the optics when you're used to loss
Did you ever think intentions often pave away the entrance
Where the pensions correlate with every line in every message
So I sent it as my friendships slowly faded in my head trip
And depressions slowly set in every feeling in my sweat drip
I've been home a little less, had to learn a little more
Because the distance kept it fresh, every step into the door
But now you got home early, gave it up that quick?
And I said nah son I'm ready, hit you back in a bit
I'm reminiscing on reflections of the millions I've invested
Not the millions of my money but the millions of my blessings
It's a five point star, But I can't relate
Until the stars all fall, on our judgement day
With every right step forward, take out 10 steps back
So you remember in a breathe it can be gone in a flash
And with a flash and burn in the lens of a camera
Every picture I've encrypted 'til the world understands us
Now come and tell me what you make it
Of our problems, of our cadence
There's a reason you're not famous, every song is unrelated
Oh baby, there's a reason I make every single track
Inside the coaster of emotions where my heart is trapped
And I don't do it for the money,
I don't do it for the greed,
And I don't do it for the ones who won't believe in me
I do for every time alone I had to struggle for an exit
While the writings so inviting captivating every second
With a million people watching as I grow into my hobby
As the tears fall reflecting every grin on everybody
How they sing, my sins, god I'm loving this image
Until my grins unhinge in a perilous instant
There's a million ways to fake it if you fall on who you know
And there's a million ways to take it if you feed on every flow
And There's a million ways to make it if you read on how to grow
And there's a million ways to lose it by yourself and end alone
And there's a million types of knowledge for the time that you invest
And there's a million little secrets in the borders of your head
And there's a million little reasons why you keep it to yourself
And there's a million other pieces to the puzzles that were dealt
And there's a million ways to judge it overlooking every piece
And there's a million ways to blame it, like it's everyone but me
And there's a million ways to claim it wouldn't happen to themselves
And there's a million high above it only worried for the wealth
And there's a million others Hoping while they live asleep
And there's a million giving up, when life's cut too deep
And there's a million awestruck, with their power and wealth
And there's a million locked up, slowly losing them-self
And there's a million in love, and it's fueling the moment
And there's a million on drugs, slowly losing the moment
Another million I've patched with a needle and thread
Cause there's a million of my millions locked inside of my head