I'm calling out to you
Do you think about me too
But that's a silly question
Don't know what it's like in heaven
It's been a couple years, still can't believe you gone
The more I'm blowing up, the deeper that I fall
Wish I could show you, what I done and hear you say you're proud
And I probably, wouldn't be smoking all this f*cking loud
You would be my company
All you had was love for me
Don't feel it, no
It's just bad vibes and bad energy
Mama pray for me
Demons got a hold on me
I quit the bottle, I just need my water holy
And writing music, is my spiritual remedy
And I when I die, I hope they tell 'em I was legendary
God speed, God's plan
I'm really Him, I'm the man
Got it out the mud, no one gave a hand
No one gave me shit, not even a band
Toxic masculinity and post traumatic stress
Gotta pick the pieces on my own, gotta do the rest
I didn't see myself going through this kinda tragedy
When I heard the news, oh I felt this sharp in my chest
Proud or disappointed, really torn between the two
Doesn't help that you not here cause I'd like to hear it straight from you
I been thinking about the times that I was rude
How I was petty too and I gave you attitude
My life changed in a moment, in an instant
Keep fading from my memory, we been distant
I can't put my heart on ice no more, I gotta listen
Gotta find a way to fill my void, something missing
Life ain't been what it was
Ex thought I was a bust
Man them days in the dust
A nigga had to adjust
Wild West, in the desert
Through the back, through the exit
How it felt, when I came on the scene
Been killing it and I'm only nineteen
Nigga I'm just getting started
You feel the pain in my voice
I really been in the gutter
To the top making noise
I had to build my own ladder
I'm on the road to the Fendi jeans, Gucci, Louis and Prada
I remember when I lost my dad, all my dreams were shattered
But now, to the top, to the moon
I don't care about where I'm at, I'm the hottest in the room
I'm like a lily around some thorns, right now my time to bloom
Like onomatopoeia, I'm blowing up boom
Dizzy Walka - Dear Beloved Lyrics
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English
I'm calling out to you
Do you think about me too
But that's a silly question
Don't know what it's like in heaven
It's been a couple years, still can't believe you gone
The more I'm blowing up, the deeper that I fall
Wish I could show you, what I done and hear you say you're proud
And I probably, wouldn't be smoking all this f*cking loud
You would be my company
All you had was love for me
Don't feel it, no
It's just bad vibes and bad energy
Mama pray for me
Demons got a hold on me
I quit the bottle, I just need my water holy
And writing music, is my spiritual remedy
And I when I die, I hope they tell 'em I was legendary
God speed, God's plan
I'm really Him, I'm the man
Got it out the mud, no one gave a hand
No one gave me shit, not even a band
Toxic masculinity and post traumatic stress
Gotta pick the pieces on my own, gotta do the rest
I didn't see myself going through this kinda tragedy
When I heard the news, oh I felt this sharp in my chest
Proud or disappointed, really torn between the two
Doesn't help that you not here cause I'd like to hear it straight from you
I been thinking about the times that I was rude
How I was petty too and I gave you attitude
My life changed in a moment, in an instant
Keep fading from my memory, we been distant
I can't put my heart on ice no more, I gotta listen
Gotta find a way to fill my void, something missing
Life ain't been what it was
Ex thought I was a bust
Man them days in the dust
A nigga had to adjust
Wild West, in the desert
Through the back, through the exit
How it felt, when I came on the scene
Been killing it and I'm only nineteen
Nigga I'm just getting started
You feel the pain in my voice
I really been in the gutter
To the top making noise
I had to build my own ladder
I'm on the road to the Fendi jeans, Gucci, Louis and Prada
I remember when I lost my dad, all my dreams were shattered
But now, to the top, to the moon
I don't care about where I'm at, I'm the hottest in the room
I'm like a lily around some thorns, right now my time to bloom
Like onomatopoeia, I'm blowing up boom
Do you think about me too
But that's a silly question
Don't know what it's like in heaven
It's been a couple years, still can't believe you gone
The more I'm blowing up, the deeper that I fall
Wish I could show you, what I done and hear you say you're proud
And I probably, wouldn't be smoking all this f*cking loud
You would be my company
All you had was love for me
Don't feel it, no
It's just bad vibes and bad energy
Mama pray for me
Demons got a hold on me
I quit the bottle, I just need my water holy
And writing music, is my spiritual remedy
And I when I die, I hope they tell 'em I was legendary
God speed, God's plan
I'm really Him, I'm the man
Got it out the mud, no one gave a hand
No one gave me shit, not even a band
Toxic masculinity and post traumatic stress
Gotta pick the pieces on my own, gotta do the rest
I didn't see myself going through this kinda tragedy
When I heard the news, oh I felt this sharp in my chest
Proud or disappointed, really torn between the two
Doesn't help that you not here cause I'd like to hear it straight from you
I been thinking about the times that I was rude
How I was petty too and I gave you attitude
My life changed in a moment, in an instant
Keep fading from my memory, we been distant
I can't put my heart on ice no more, I gotta listen
Gotta find a way to fill my void, something missing
Life ain't been what it was
Ex thought I was a bust
Man them days in the dust
A nigga had to adjust
Wild West, in the desert
Through the back, through the exit
How it felt, when I came on the scene
Been killing it and I'm only nineteen
Nigga I'm just getting started
You feel the pain in my voice
I really been in the gutter
To the top making noise
I had to build my own ladder
I'm on the road to the Fendi jeans, Gucci, Louis and Prada
I remember when I lost my dad, all my dreams were shattered
But now, to the top, to the moon
I don't care about where I'm at, I'm the hottest in the room
I'm like a lily around some thorns, right now my time to bloom
Like onomatopoeia, I'm blowing up boom
Writer: Dineo Chimanyi
Copyright: Lyrics © Society of Composers, Authors and Music Publishers of Canada (SOCAN), O/B/O DistroKid
Copyright: Lyrics © Society of Composers, Authors and Music Publishers of Canada (SOCAN), O/B/O DistroKid