Losing Faith Video (MV)

And I feel like I'm drifting through space
Wondering if I'm gon get through the day
Lord, why do I feel this way
Satan got me questioning my faith
And I feel like I'm drifting through space
Wondering how I'm gon get through these days
Lord tell me why I feel this way
The Devil got me losing faith

(Last week)
How the f*** I'm broke on payday
Woke up upset, roof over my head, clothes at the edge of the bed
Walked to the kitchen, slippers on, across the cold wood floor
Mad and hungry, rummaging, through the Samsung refrigerator door
Pissed off, broke but I'ma just grab something over at Starbucks
Showered up, dressed up (Vroom) started the company work truck
Tap the iPad, clocked in, now why was I mad again
Phoned a friend, yeah I played the Powerball and the MegaMillion
Man I need to hit it today aye
You can't win you don't play aye nigga but anyway
Now I'm feeling better already
I'm ready to start my day
It's a beautiful day I must say
Least these bills about to get paid
Feelin like an unpinned hand grenade
Hi, I'm here the repair, sure it's over here
One thing I can say I love my job
But let's not get crazy
If I had a million, I would feel amazing
I would feel like Jay-Z
I'll call you later, page me (Outta here)
You really wouldn't be able to say shit to me, get to me (Yettitea)
Forgetting everything in the world God gifted me
Always complaining about how shit should be
Blaming the Devil and other entities
Think I could be a tree hugger if I was into peace

And I feel like I'm drifting through space
Wondering if I'm gon get through the day
Lord, why do I feel this way
Satan got me questioning my faith
And I feel like I'm drifting through space
Wondering how I'm gon get through these days
Lord tell me why I feel this way
The Devil got me losing faith

Y'all know what it's like to feel like you're at the wrong place at the right time
And the right place at the wrong time and feelin all that at the same time
Thanking God for where you at right now
Still praying for a way to get out
Not knowing which way is up or down
Man this ain't even really my sound
NoWords was born to knock ya speakers out
But Taj don't even know what he feelin right now
Feelin so full yet empty I'm both lost and found
Love feels fleeting and despair evermore
The most I feel is everytime I hit record
But that's not what you're here for
You're here to hear your trunk thump
And have the homies go "eughhh oh that **** bump bump"
Old school funk make you jump jump
You got the heat, I guess um
With the beat from a curb you peel from
Tryna get you to feel something

(This week)
Start the truck up, hopin I'm sanitizing my hands enough
Covid-19 ramped up
Still workin so I should be amped up
Had my coffee, oil of oregano and vitamin C
For immune efficiency
While daydreaming about beers I wanna drink
I wanna sink into a depression over a toilet recession
I mean every time I go to the store, it's no more, everyone indoors
See about 7 kids playin ball, y'all lookin like the sky about to fall
Is they supposed to be doin that, then wonderin when sports are coming back
Olympians work a lifetime, no time to complain about my grind
Hello I'm on my way for the repair, few questions before I get there
Is anyone in the home sick
Anyone been out of the country
Feels like we invading privacy
But really ain't nobody tryna die
Then thinking about the grocery clerk to first responders
To daycare workers showin up, with a virus tryna hurt us
If it's man made, is it murders
Thoughts like that keep everyone nervous
We're all living on the surface of the Earth, is this gon learn us

And I feel like I'm drifting through space
Wondering if I'm gon get through the day
Lord, why do I feel this way
Satan got me questioning my faith
And I feel like I'm drifting through space
Wondering how I'm gon get through these days
Lord tell me why I feel this way
The Devil got me losing faith